Pfft. Easy as that. =_____________=

I have this friend(girl) that I think really is a flirt behind her innocent looking façade. One of our boss in the office invited us on a drink after office. Well our boss is quite young. 25 years old to be exact and he isn’t married yet but already have 1 child. He may seem a happy-go-lucky type of guy for me because of the way he speaks, move, and the clothing. Actually, our boss is a lady killer. He really is a handsome guy. And humorous, too. I kinda have a crush on him but it’s not really serious. But my friend of mine? I can’t really understand if she really likes our boss or only pretends not to like him.

They’re quite close because they work in one department and I work on the other side department. They were text mates too for crying out loud ! At first, I wasn’t that convinced that my friend is a flirt. But then I realized that she really was when a lil while ago after we went drinking, she tagged along with him inside the car. Our boss told us that he will give us a ride home because all of our houses were on the same way. And i was the last to get off for I have the farthest house from work but my friend(girl) said that she will tag along with me in the house coz she felt dizzy drinking too much alcohol. I said, “sure.” Then as we reached the destination near my house, it’s as if she can’t get out of the car. I was asking her to go with me to our house so she could relax before going home but she hesitated and said that she will tag along with our boss. O___O

That really hit me. She was indeed a FLIRT ! I hope that whatever she is doing, she knows what consequences will come and eventually stop and think to do what is right. 

Siyempre sino pa ba ang ibblog ko ngayon kundi SIYA nanaman. Hahaha, nagiging loveblog na ata talaga itong blog ko. So ayun na nga, where was I ? 

Yeah, about HIM. Kahit Unrequited Love(sa ngayon, sana) lamang ito, masaya na rin ako na nakikita siya every Sunday sa church. Masaya na akong naririnig ang boses niya at mga halakhak. Pati na rin ang nakakahawang ngiti niya sa mga labi na napakatamis. Kahit na ndi niya ako iniibig, masaya na akong masaya siya sa buhay niya. Kasabihan ngang, “Masaya na ako kung masaya siya.” Totoo yun para sa akin na dati’y tingin ko dito ay isang katangahan lamang. Ngunit ako’y nagkamali at kinain ang aking mga binitawang salita.

Hanggang sa aking mga panalangin ay kasama SIYA. Minsan hindi ko na ipinapanalangin na maging akin siya at ibigin niya din ako bagkus ipinapanalangin ko nalang Siya, ang pamilya niya, ang trabaho niya, etc, na maging successful siya at masaya. Masaya na akong ganito, na sa isang sulok, nagmamasid at umiibig ng walang kapalit na inaantay. Masaya na ako sa Ganito.

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Yes. Problem? HAHAHA

AMINADO AKO DITO ! =)) kung tutuusin, mas malakas pa nga. HIHI.

What are Words by Chris Medina

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I’ll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you’ll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don’t mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they’re only for good times
Then they don’t
When it’s love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we’re gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I’m meant to be where I am
And I’m gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I’m gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don’t mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they’re only for good times
Then they don’t
When it’s love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we’re gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I’ll be there
And I’m gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I’m forever keeping my angel close

Depressing. I can’t put this feeling into words coz it really is messing me up inside. Let me just tell the story why it’s really depressing me. 

This guy I love(he knows that but acts like he doesn’t) was staying in our friend’s house and he even stayed there for the night. He just likes to sleep there because he doesn’t have any work till June 20. Well, his job is a call center agent. He and my other friend went jogging at the park this morning and I didn’t even received any text from them(jogging is our way of bonding). And when I finished my work today, I visited my friend’s house without knowing that he’s staying there all day and all night. But when I got there, he already left. ASDFGHJKL. 

Do you know the feeling when you haven’t seen the person you love in just 1 week but felt like an eternity? Yep, that’s what I felt. But what is worse is that my other friend kept on narrating the activities they did today and I felt really envious about that part. My friend gets to be with the one I love but me? NO. *sigh* 

I just love this photo of mine. The camera is very good though it’s too expensive. Pfft. Good thing my friend brought it along and we had fun with it. Oh how I wish I could afford to buy a waterproof cam like that. =___=

Yes. It is true. Because of this trait of mine, I’ve always been cheated, tricked and violated by people. I hate how gullible I am. I trust people easily. Even though sometimes I intend on lessening my trust to people but in the end, I’ll always be as gullible as I am. 

For me, it’s not sometimes true that when you’ve been hurt by being gullible, you lose your trust and it is hard to get it back. It really depends. You just have to know how to learn your lesson. But in my case, it is really hard because I never really learned my lesson. History repeats itself for me. *sigh* But I’m still hoping and praying that someday I can change this trait of mine and the next time I trust someone, it’ll be worth it.